In LoVe We TrUsT...maybe

You had my heart long ago.

we spent way too much time together,

the white winter soon consumed us in her dark hole.

and how we fell apart no one else knew.

little things annoyed me.

you challenged me at work,

and seemed to have a problem with letting me be.

i broke it off.

i couldnt take the pain.

to love someone who didnt understand.

and now your driving me insaine.

months went by and i got a new boy.

why is it that even when your gone, my mind you can toy?

i was with him for a week and you were on my mind often.

why did you have to come back into my life?

you went back to her.

she cheated on you.

but now its up to you.

i broke up with the sweetest kid in the world for you.

i still dont know what im going to do.

you came over that night and i needed closure.

but then as i walked you to the door you ruined everything.

you kissed me.

you kissed me with passion and force.

you stepped back,

i cried.

you left,

a part of me died.

you came back that night and woke me.

told me you loved me.

told me you were going to break up with her.

4 days later im sitting here like a fool.

you dont know how to break up with her.

i should have stayed away.

today is the day you have to end it.

if not then you lose me.

so i sit here thinking...

why is it that you never once broke down the walls i put up before?

why is it now that you understand that im putting these walls up to see if you care enough to break them down.

and thats what your doing.

your breaking them down.

im falling more in love with you everyday.

and im the one who is going to have to pay.